Tuesday, August 23, 2011

My Little Robekky

 I was molested when I was a little girl.  In fact the earliest memories I have of it is from when I was four.  The age of my grandaughter when her uncle decided to molest a beautiful little girl.  I wont use his name.  The night terrors the outburst of not being pretty.  I want to just curl up in a corner with her and never let anyone near her again to hurt her or make her feel unloved. 

I am carrying some guilt of my own.  And I have been asked why.  Why with my background of first being molested and then the years that I spent working with victims of domestic and sexual violance, did I not see what he was doing.  A great deal amount of the time that she was being hurt by this monster I was there!  downstairs working!  I trusted him! She trusted me! 

She is funny and so beautiful and god is saving a special place in hell for him.

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